Once I had my daughter, well even before I did life always seem to be a dark place. nights filled with tears, and days filled with angry spells. But when I just couldn’t more like didn’t want to handle it all I found myself broke and crying in our Church worship, because I just didn’t know what to do. I wanted to find a way to cope with the constant changes in my life, but never truly knew a healthy permit way how. So why the title of this first post is “putting life in a box” is because that is what I am doing. I’m giving up on trying to fight God every step of the way and finding every excuses. From here on out I WILL NOT delete this Blog because I didn’t follow through with my promise to my self.